why do i seriously even bother letting my guard down. really though, at the end of the day it never works out. its so hard to put faith and trust into someone already, and just when i start to you prove all my biggest fears right. its so frustrating. its not like i was wanting to be in another relationship, you came along at a time in my life when for once i was happy being single. your charm and beautiful eyes convinced me that maybe i was ready to start trusting again so i started too. now here i am left again confused and sort of sad, and i was most deff not ready to let someone else have an effect on my emotions.
:(
