Hungry, Happy, Sleepy ;), July first cannot come any faster. i am so ready...

July first cannot come any faster. i am so ready to move into our new place. it seems things are finally starting to fall into place. i am ready to move on with my life, this includes relationships that in the long run are not going anywhere. i am tired of being pulled in two different directions. i am ready for someone who is man enough to not listen to his parents when they tell him who and who not to date. it is ridiculous that here we are its 2010 and the parents of the one i care for, the one who i though i “loved” could never accept me because of the color of my skin. i though i could work through it and hope that maybe one day they would accept me. but that wont happen, in the end he will do what they say. PATHETIC.